OT - viki...
All pastors are bad some times. We're people too and just as screwed up as everyone else. But I think I know what you mean. I don't even care to make millions. I just want a house paid off, my wife not to have to work so she can do what she loves and stay home with the kids, and for me to tell my church, "Hey, don't worry about paying me a salary..." since they can't afford it anyway. There's also a few kids in India that deserve better than scabies, one change of clothes and sleeping on the floor.
Anyway, I promise to try to be "good." Subject change for now though, okay?
"Experience: that most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn." C.S. Lewis
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