Rheeman, thanks for you thoughts. I'm puttting my life in order. I have a nephewthat needs to be taken care of. My son's needs have long been as the should. My wife's life style should make her happy. The last to deal with is me, and my needs aare small. When my Dr. told meeeee I had a small chance of surival. I didn't take that as a positive, so I began to make my plans. I don't mean to sound negativ, just realistic, If my chance improve, I'll be the firwt to tall about it. But right now,I'm in a bit of trouble.