Words excape me with things like this. I just never know how to go from thought to type.
Its difficult, im sure for you and your family. From the looks of the post here for you and your family you have alot of support here from friends. Im sure that you exchange Emails, or phone calls with them at times, and its good to talk about things like this to your friends, im sure you can count on them to be there for you. Sorry for the loss of life in your family, it hurts when its happens to someone at such a young age.
God Bless, prayers are with you and your family.
Trav.