If you don't like MULN, then try watching "The big short". It follows the clip I just posted. You'll be kicking the tv watching the bs they got away with from 2008-2010. Let's take a vote on which did more economic damage. The 2008 bank bailout or the 2021 economic shutdown? These hats were a fashion statement for analysts who's job was to calm the public.
You have the patience the strength and the passion
To achieve your ambitions your goals and your dreams.
All you need to do is try!