good for you that you have that broker.
nowever, based on your inclination to buy more ctdt, i'd bet you'll find other ways to lose money.
if you have fun throwing money away, as a huge number of people do
for a vast variety of reasons, then you get your money's worth, so
to speak. as long as neither you nor anybody who depends on you
gets hurt. i know quite a few people who are terrible at playing
poker, lose a lot but not more than they can afford, and really
enjoy playing. i also know several players who are really good,
win regularly, but in different ways do not enjoy playing. who
would you rather be? i'd rather be the loser who enjoyed themselves; not even close...
