Miracles happen every day- IMO change your mindset. I lost $60k trading once, the only $60k I had. I watched it shrink and shrink and I was paralyzed to do anything about it- I just hoped it would come back. Nope.
Then a few years later I had an extra $4k, learned to trade right, and turned it into over half a mil during course of 2 years. Since then I have made some total shit trades, and some really good trades- as long as you are making more good trades than bad ones, you win.
Don't ever feel stuck. Make a mistake, suck it up, move on and learn from it. Learn to do better next time. I am no rocket scientist trust me. Watch what the winners do- there are a few very good, conscionable, wise traders on ihub, learn to do what they do. Make a lot of small wins instead of holding out for "the big one" every time. If you only made $100/day trading on average, how much is that after 1yr? Now how about $1000/day? That is all very easy to do in OTC as long as you learn how it works and develop some trading rules. Learn how charts work (just the basics) and learn to read L2 action (that just comes from watching it a lot- patterns develop - people are predictable!). As you get better, you make better and bigger trades because you better understand what the hell is going on.
Check out my posts for today to see what I was doing, just as an example.
GL / Happy Holidays / Keep your head up my friend!
My opinions are my own and are not a suggestion to buy or sell stocks. Always do your own homework.