Bible

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I hope and pray that when I get my mind straight & clear I can post on something I have been hung up on for weeks now, all has to do with freedoms and how our freedoms effects us with our following God's will for us and how freedom of doing what we--I want to do,--- I can easily bend and redefine things to fit my wants & desires, then after doing this for a period of time I convince myself that all is ok in my spiritual life, slipping deeper into sin and not even realizing it. Now through these weeks of being lost and trying to find my way through this maze I learn that this personal freedom I have offers to me the biggest downfall I can have in my spiritual walk with God, this downfall is called "BLINDNESS"----I can become so callous in my thinking that I become so totally blind to God's will for me and then I convince myself that all is ok---Like I said, when I get found, right now I am as lost as a leaf in a tornado , well not really lost, just don't know how to properly collect and words my thoughts. It is amazing how in the study of God's words one can learn how limited we are and how unlimited God is----the more I learn the more I know that I know nothing and I can only pray for understanding and wisdom---I am like the guy beating his chest and asking God to forgive him a poor sinner or the Guy who ask Jesus --"Lord, I believe, help my unbelief"-----That piece of scripture I have committed to memory