Cel Sci Corporation (CVM)

[lightrock]

Yep,

Being so personally invested is a tough deal.

For peace and calm, consider that what you are doing
is a consistent non-stop prayer.

If you look at it that way you might can go
Ommmmmmmmm... more

Light some incense and stuff

Try a tea ceremony

Seriously though, give the idea a chance

The difference is prayer is meditative and
less stressful. Maybe all you have to do
is call the activity by a different name.