In reply to your pm, so happy to hear about your family! Life is a blessing, and you are living the dream! I have been camping with my children every weekend, and we are having some great times, and I am learning that I would rather camp, then stay in a hotel, so much better experience, even the next time I go to Hawaii, I will camp, instead of paying for expensive hotels,,,I have also been listening to a new song, I have it saved on my phone, so I hear it every day while training, the message is so good, basicly preaches everyone will go thru tough times, however do look at it as you are being punished, but look at it as the universe is shaping you into the person you are supposed to be, so do your best to hold your head up, and grow with the tests life throws your way,and remember people are looking up to you, and learning from you as you pass these tests, think our stock babl, is just one of these tests, and some of us, are doing a better job passing then others, think for theses who do pass, we will have a huge reward! Even my frountune cook to night at dinner confirmed this notion, lol, keep living the life my friend, our time here on earth is epic, feeling stronger then ever, babl will just be icing on the cake,,,and it will be sweet!!!!