Sorry to here of your dad's passing. My mother passed last August, so I do understand what you are going through. The other day when I sent you a message, I had plans to do some research that day and every time I tried to get started my attention was drawn back to you, after 5 or 6 attempts to continue to research ,I finally yielded and began to redirect my focus towards your pm post, at that point I was drawn to what you mentioned about your dad. Still resisting, I tried to research my work and read your post at the same time, until finally submitting that you and yours should be my primary focus. Immediately a verse came to me to share with you. I felt in my heart there was a need that the Lord was trying to meet for you by responding to you in a specific way so that you would know that he hears you and your prayers, as I knew nothing of your situation I believe he encouraged me to reach out to you on his behalf. Take care! Matthew chp7 verses 7, 8.