gocanucks
Just a guess on my part, but did you fill out the sign up info correctly? Matt like details and will send you here if you enter things like your first name is "first". He actually reads each application.
As you addressed your post to Matt, he should see it and respond. Good luck, in the mean time, try and avoid the soap meister Churak, he's a bad ass. LOL
The best weapon against "fear" is "facts"!!