Cynical, skeptical, stupid or..

[Myself °¿°]

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Re: Nephew at risk in Iraq

I can't help thinking he is just a kid. I had a Bad dream...
person had a bloody nose but wasn't dead laying on the gurney... I don't recall if it was him or not.
I hate dreams like that!

Every time the news brief hits, casualties and # of dead, I freeze and listen.

I have even become keenly aware of whether or not they use the words Marines or Soldiers...
because he is in the army so I know I need to try and ignore Marin casualties.

AND I HATE THAT My dad and younger brother were Marines.

Do you hear what I'm saying?
Ignore the US youths death! Thats fucked up!
It's to bad the Army won't accept body guards because I would be there doing just that.
Just give me a hard hat a vest M-16 a little food... hell I'll even pay for it all!