Cdex, Inc. (fka CDEX)

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paige ...

you remind me of a wonderful big dog I had once who had seizures. Just before he went into one he started pawing the floor, lying on his side, as if he was dreaming of running. Then they began. The only thing to do was hold him tight, arms around him, til they were over. He'd stand up, a little shaky for a few seconds, and look around absolutely mystified as if to say "What HAPPENED?"

You sound as if you're just beginning to paw at the floor. Get someone to hold you tight and it'll all be over soon.