CBD Denver Inc (CBDD)

[ohiotom]

Thanks for sharing all that....I don't really have any f'n idea what is the right thing to do with bay or VMGI..I won't have any money until mid next week with holiday. All I work with is SS and a policy that gives me an extra 500. mo and pays for my caregiver 5 days a week......and it runs out on my birthday of all days...this Nov.1st. Then I have SS and my ugly portfolio that went from over a 100k to 10k in last 10 years...even with my adding about 1000. a month to new and old holdings that keep going 'south'. This is what I have after over 50 years of working and supporting 2 families and 7 children. I lost on the new homes we had, now rent, and even as the last of my family, never inherited one penny. I worked for every dollar I enjoyed, shared with family and those lost in this market.
God gave us two gifts....birth and death. The last gift ends all the worry , mistakes and problems.
I once felt in control of my 'universe' and my families loved me for it then at about 65 it all started to come apart, topped of with a stroke at 67. People never saw anything but strength and....sorry for rambling.....Its just that I miss 'me' so much now....synical, bitter, angry poster with my 'future' behind me.
Stay well and enjoy the 'joy' of every day....these will soon be your 'good old days'. Good memories? Suck. They hurt...just a reminder of what I will never enjoy again and what I did and did't do right.

cheers,

Tom