Axel I am responding to your private e mail here as I stopped paying to see my post removed. I am sorry to hear you have stage 4 cancer also. I hope you beat it. My oncologist told me he was taking me off of chemo pills next month and then do scans every 2 months to see how I am doing. I will be glad to get off of them as they sure make me tired and nauseated. However its better than regular radiation treatments. Live every day and appreciate every day and do all you can to get better. JMO Mickey