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Yikes...i just realized its the 24th of January! As we always say...where has this month gone? Its amazing how time flies and as my grandma Miss Poly use to say...the older you get the faster time goes...and...i reckon i see that more and more. Now dont get me wrong. God has blessed me with almost 59 years on this earth. Until the age of forty i tried for a good many years to kill myself through my helter skelter lifestyle...but...these past 19 years of knowing Jesus as my Savior...oh what a happy and awesome time it has been! i sometimes when i pray at night as im about to drift off into sleep...i say...Lord...if tonight is the night you call me home i thank you for these past nineteen years of knowing you and for all that you have blessed me with by changing my earthly life in such a dramatic way that sometimes it still freaks me out! Now dont get me wrong...im in no hurry to go anywhere...i look forward to heaven and im ready to go at any moment as i know its going to be a blue million times better than here on earth. i dont dread the thought of dying. But for now...as long as the good Lord has work here on earth for me to accomplish...im perfectly content in doing that. Now folks...dont take that the wrong way...i know our home is in heaven...i get the whole Biblical concept that this earth as we know it today is not our home...but...im looking out the window watching it snow and with my faith and trust in Jesus Christ...this ole world has not drug me down and battered me to the point of being ready to die. As i said...until the age of 40 i tried my best to kill myself through addiction and more stupid stunts than i can even believe....so...in many ways im like 19 years reborn by Gods grace and the shed blood of Jesus so im a young man living life in the awesome love of God shining upon me and im loving every minute of it! So...y'all have a fantastic and blessed day and if you see a snowman riding a Harley Davidson today...that be me!