Don't be so hard on yourself, man. Most traders get sucked into OTC land. I have seen that it means Occupied by Thieves and Conmen.
Dust yourself off, tighten up on your trading, etc and come on over to the big boards. While the big boards are far from perfect, they offer much better opportunities to make money.
I use to play EWSI a year or so ago and gained and lost a lot. Ever since learning (and continually improving) how to effectively trade and perform Technical Analysis, I haven't looked back at the OTC except for FNMA or FMCC. Life's good on the Big Boards.
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