I jus DUNNO.....I gotz no idea if I will ever get back to somewhat normal....lol....here is where I think I am this morning, maybe-----I am & have been spending some time trying to sort through Hallucinations, reality & Spiritual....as you see I use 3 catagories, my lovely bride thinks of 2-Hallucinations being 0ne while tying Spiritual & reality into one.....Now Open Heart is certainly nutt'n new and in no way am I even thinking so....however what was set aside for 550 minutes surgery ended up taking Wed.--Thurs--Fri----I may never place it all together, yet I know in my heart of hearts of hearts I never in my life been as close as stepping into eternity as during my 8 or 9 days hospital stay.......I have never shared the gospel O Jesus Christ with so many different folks in my life, many different skin colors, big variation of educational levels.....The Infectious Doctor came by to see me 4 days after he worked on me and commented that he has never seen anyone recoup as much in 4 short days----I ask if Henrico Doctors Hospital was a Christian Hospital, he informed me it was not----a regular business , something along these lines....I shared with him my thoughts that anytime a person goes through Open Heart surgery his/her whole balance is in the Hands of God, the Doctors, Nurses & technicians-----He corrected thoughts, it all is in God's Hands, the medical staff are only instruments which God uses......This doctor's attitude was one which was shared with all folks I had conversation with, and each of these folks knew jus how screwed up I was...
Suppose this is enough for a moment on a beautiful Monday morning,
God Bless, might want to give a moments thought that each day, you & your loved one's are walking right on the edge of eternity, A subject that while still in Step down unit I shared with with my lovely bride, 2 sons, Daughter and anyone who give me the time a day....something about focusing on stepping into eternity that grabs a person's attention